The little things….make the biggest difference

DANG. I Knew It. I actually knew it. I just didn’t believe it.till now.boohoohoo.

haha.not really.

okay.

over it now.

Conversation

Me: Oh my gosh!! i can’t believe it! I’m traumatised!!

Chris: What happened to you?

Me. Obviously i heard something which shocks or stuns me.

Chris: okay,what?

Me: Can’t tell you. It’s a secret.

Chris: oh okay. *pauses* Does it have to do with *accurately names person involved*

Me: huh? how’d you know? but i still can’t tell you the issue

Chris: okay.. Is it *Accurately describes the situation*

Me:huh??? okay.  but how’d you know? I didn’t even say anything!

Chris: Because that the only thing that could possibly traumatise you la.

end of conversation.

I swear somethimes. physic okay. it’s just not fair.haha.I am a relatively easily traumatised person. i just happen to recover quickly, thought i’m still not quite sure if it’s due to the short-term-memory syndrome =)

My temperature is finally going down=) although it seems to have gone over to qing. poor qing. I hope she gets well soon. then we can go salvage her hair on wednesday=)

Pilates!! Yeah! nus classes are so much cheaper! It’s different is almost obscene. Can’t wait for classes to start.I think they sound so relaxing after sunday balleting. or maybe i’m just deluded.haha.whichever

All the presents are pretty much taken care of now! except for one or two, although some are really really belated. oh my. better speed up a little bit.

Dancelife is on now! byebye!((:

theres always a smileyface next to your name.every single time

Just finished watching some of "Mr Hongkong 2007" with cory, and had to try to translate most of it for her.hahaha. my cantonese is only marginally better than my chinese it seems.heh.time to watch more cantonese serials with Ron ng and Samuel chan.mymy.eyecandy (=

hahaha. the audience was fully comprised of girls i think. which makes sense. i can’s exactly imagine any guy i know wanting to sit through a session of watching other guys parade their abs,or lack of,in a swimsuit segment….well. not many anyway.

I thought the winner was quite good-looking, but his "kungfu" segment was kind of anti climatic. It would probably be more impressive to see him doing some gravity defying jumps or something. and the first contestent’s sword looked like it was made of aluminium. oops. hahahaha.

It was a fun dinner time anyway.Full of laughter,just the way i like my dinners. (=

I suddenly think belly dancing might be kinda fun! haha.i know, totally unexpected right? hehe.Anyone interested in trying it with me?

Rachel and Sarina are coming for ballet tmr! yeah!

1)means rachel’s knee is better

2)bigger class, no more 2 people stressness anymore =) jiayi’s gonna kill me now.hahahaha

Singapore is such a small place. Everyone seems to know everyone else. and have something to say about everyone else. oh dear.hmmm…

okay. going to look for spare jazz pants for fel.goh now. blog more ltr!=)

ps: i have decided eyecandy is preferable to crushes.what a belated realization.hahahahaha.

okay. i’m so sleepy i can’t really think straight. but this j

Create your own Friend Test here

I’m typing this post in the new apartment.in pitch darkness.alone

this is so retarded

zzz.

basically. i tried to off a light, and ended up switching off many more than intended because i somehow managed to trip a switch. or blow something.and i can’t find the electrical box, so i can’t turn off and on any power source.And when i called to ask if anyone was on the way home, i was asked if i was afraid of the super natural-.-. That’s kind of the least of my worries when i can hardly see 3 feet ahead of me.i repeat.

I’m typing this post in the new apartment.in pitch darkness.alone

the is so retarded.

i’m bored=(

politics.at home

politics.at class

politics.in the neighbourhood

politics. amongst friends.

everywhere i turn, people are trying to maneuver others,trying to one-up another person.

.and the worst of it is. maliciousness

there is a fine line between sharing your thoughts with someone you trust and putting another person down just because you feel like it, or because you think doing so will work favourably in your circumstance.

i don’t claim to be above any of it. but sometimes i think i’d rather be bleary-eyed.

I love the new place!

it’s fully air-conditioned.which is always a plusplusplus.

and i just finished stocking the fridge with all my favourite food!yumsyums.not to mention my sometimes overly-friendly new neighbours who open the door for me everytime i forget my passcard.(makes me wonder abit about the security, but guess there’s pro’s and con’s to everything.

dance today was funfunfun!

i liked the beginning l.j steps,

and i lovedlovedloved the music we used today!especially hip-hop=)

weiling says purefunk is more tiring than the cardio part of hip-hop. tsktsk.i smell trouble ahead. time to get a pair of good running shoes and train up that as-yet-not-in-existance stamina!

oh, and ally(same girl who gets an unmentionable amount of money to mostly just sit around and makes the rest of us turn violent shades of green )says hip-hop on thurs could become an on-going. yeah, not much difference except in terms of payment i guess.as long as she keps teaching.

we really like her themed dances=)

we->the few of us who cannot seem to graduate her class.hahahahaha

oh. on a totally separate note.

i was actually quite cheery about putting braces on,and then i remembered, horror of horrors, THE INJECTIONS.eeeep.

talk about pain central.=((

ohh. turtle is sick. poor turtle! take care alright turtle? i need my good-at-nothing,great-at-everything buddy back=)

Not my own confessions of course.

Given that a true egomaniac doesn’t in fact acknowledge, or even particularly know that his/her ego has grown beyond the boundaries of decency.

As such, the "confessions of an egomaniac" must come from another source, like the bystander.

storytime.

girl likes boy.girl doesn’t tell anyone.people guess anyway (girl is indiscreet in signs of affection).girl feels embarassed.girl covers up by telling people that other boy likes her.girl tells friends that other boy has confessed feelings to her.

the thing is…….

other boy is  completely oblivious to  all proceedings.

poor other boy.imagine having to be told by ALL mutual friends that you like someone. Not exactly the best way of finding out is it?

tsktsk.does anyone else get the feeling of Deja vu?

anyways.

Lots of shopping this week=)

shopping tomorrow,shopping on thurs, maybe shopping on fri.

hehe. i can already feel my wallet getting lighter.

but then, i can falsely comfort myself by remembering that half the items on my shopping agenda are birthday presents(=

Pure funk is starting tmr. Weiling says i should take it if i want to lose weight.haha.okay. i’m just gonna take it cause i think the workshop was fun.

ohohoh. i just got a call 2 minutes ago. everyone’s presents are on their way =))) yay!! (((=

my nose tells me lunch is on the table, and then im gonna get updated on everything. haha. ciao!

Past few days have been fun =)

went shopping with "kayi" yesterday, i think i contracted her insomnia,i finallyfinally got to slumberland at about 5am the previous night, only to be awakened by the agent at 9am.Afterwhich i had to get various things settled,before heading out.

sleepysleepy day. haha

quite a few results for a budget shopping trip,managed to get some stuff i’ve been looking for for awhile, and the lovely pretty communist-looking cap.hahaha

had rosti from vil’age forlunch. rosti with cheese sausage and a fried egg.somwhow thou, even with all it’s added condiments,i still prefer the rosti from marche at vivo. it’s y^u^mm-ier

after all the shopping, went for yizhen’s lyrical jazz, and alison’s hip-hop(in that order). hip-hop was really…cardio.hahahaha.but fun=)

old south outing on mon..sec school friend meeting on tues..dance class outing on wed..hmm.. have to set aside time for packing=)

motto:treasure those who treasure you =)))

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes til’ I touch the sky
I’ll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I loved
I’ll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Frustration.do you know how it feels?

To know that your everyword and motion will be taken negatively at the earliest inning.

It turns into resentment.and we all know resentment breeds hatred.