The little things….make the biggest difference

Past few days have been fun =)

went shopping with "kayi" yesterday, i think i contracted her insomnia,i finallyfinally got to slumberland at about 5am the previous night, only to be awakened by the agent at 9am.Afterwhich i had to get various things settled,before heading out.

sleepysleepy day. haha

quite a few results for a budget shopping trip,managed to get some stuff i’ve been looking for for awhile, and the lovely pretty communist-looking cap.hahaha

had rosti from vil’age forlunch. rosti with cheese sausage and a fried egg.somwhow thou, even with all it’s added condiments,i still prefer the rosti from marche at vivo. it’s y^u^mm-ier

after all the shopping, went for yizhen’s lyrical jazz, and alison’s hip-hop(in that order). hip-hop was really…cardio.hahahaha.but fun=)

old south outing on mon..sec school friend meeting on tues..dance class outing on wed..hmm.. have to set aside time for packing=)

motto:treasure those who treasure you =)))

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I’ll spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly
I’ll do what it takes til’ I touch the sky
I’ll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget all the ones that I loved
I’ll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I’ll spread my wings
And I’ll learn how to fly
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won’t forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

Frustration.do you know how it feels?

To know that your everyword and motion will be taken negatively at the earliest inning.

It turns into resentment.and we all know resentment breeds hatred.

Have you ever felt this tired?

That you don’t even have the energy to care anymore?

not even about the things which you thought mattered,or the things that possibly genuinely mattered.at a time,a long time ago.so long, sometimes you can’t even remember that time.it still matters.of course it still matters. the problem is, it matters so much.it sometimes hurts to admit it.because admiting it could cause everything to surface again.

hello stranger. i know you.

or at least i did.

until it all changed.without the slightest whisper.

exhaustion.of a different kind

You’re saying.Simply saying that we don’t honestly care at all.

And just maybe, you’re right.

It could be because we just never knew how to care in the first place, we just tried.Think though.If we stopped trying altogether;

Who would that help?

The more you define something,the more you limit it.

In which case

Stop defining love.or hope. or care.

Or anything else that pulls you out of the swirling neverending void.

The world simply cannot afford to lose anymore of it.

way to tired/sick, to blog too much, so i koped part of this post from rah sweetie’s blog (:

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Yeah won’t say much but well at the end of the entire service, as is CHC’s custom, Emerge always ends with a big bang (balloons, confetti!) and the song "That’s what friends are for". As some of South ‘o6 had planned yesternight, immediately after they struck up the first chord for the song, we raced to the sound console there and started to…. envelope each other in huge hugs. Let’s see if I can name the people there. Junxiong, Bryant, Khoon fai, Deborah! :D, Kenneth, Talleah, Louisa, Hendy, Nana & Shizhen!, erm…. yeah. And Jane and I :DD Yea. Waaah. We like all hugged and swayed in a circle hahah. Then the cameramen were like taking photos of us. OMG. Touching mahhhh. I cried leh! Miss South ‘o6 sooooooooo much kay

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last night was mega fun, though it would have been even better if more ppl had been able to stay over, ohwell. nvm! after all the exams maybe.

too many events happened to blog about in detail today, so let’s just say i’d seriously reccommend ben and jerry’s for anyone with a sleep debt.it’s a wonderworkerXD

Meeting some people i haven’t met in ages on sunday,after the auditions.i’m excited!(:

okayy. my bed is calling.nights!