Sometimes in life you want something so badly, but when you get it, you realise it isn’t really all that. Whereas at other times you may totally detest something thrust upon you, only to find that hey, it isn’t so bad after all.
In view of that, i’m just going to trust, and hope that everything works out for the best=)
Leezard asked me to blog about her! She never lets me take any photo’s off her,or ather, she never let’s me keep them because she think’s they don’t look nice.perfect irony because she’s an IMAGE CONSULTANTwho takes loads of photos in studio,and looks really good in them..haha.Poor leezard had a CORN in class today and we were doing POINTEWORK.Ouch.nevermind leezard!ouch-pouches on the way!!Leezard won’t be in class next week cause she’ll be in Taiwan, and we’ll miss her tremendously!Leezard’s really fun cos she says and does all these really amusing things.It’s nice getting drinks with leezard after class cause she’s a good conversationalist.I love leezards dogs!butterfly and vanilla.They are so adorable!I’m inspired to get dogs of my own.I am quickly running out of things to say about leezard AND she is hurrying me because she says i take a long time to blog about her!so that’s all.cya leezard!
We were breaking in the new pointes today, and the studio was unusually noisy.painful.pretty.pointes.
I didn’t do pirouettes in class today, i did half-turns and quarter hops. it’s one of those days i feel i can’t even manage a simple basic pencil turn.it’s depressing.
There was a song playing on the radio earlier,the same song plays on Dapheny’s profile.Cut by plumb,album-chaotic resolve.It’s a very nice song.Speaking of which,this wednesday is Soulfusion and Dance!Stomp’s group.time to get that phone out=)
The view from equinox is pretty,it’s a bird’s eye view.It reminds me of australia in a strange abstract manner which i am unable to explain.However, much as i liked the view, i prefered the comfort of my room,all of 26 storeys down.
I find myself in a zenlike state when in that room. Nothing seems too disturbing,all problems seem minute and unimportant.it is a state of mind.
I like that room.i shall remember it for later.
Have you noticed how some people tend to be abit robotic sometimes?It’s that sense of Deja vu you get when you hear someone repeating an opinion you expressed just a few moments ago in the exact same phrasing.Not once,not twice, but numerous times.It ’s like being stuck in a time warp and really can get quite annoying.It’s as if they simply can’t be bothered to use those precious braincells of theirs,and so end up reiterating whatever was earlier said.Are people afraid to express their own opinions?but what are they afraid of?
so I’m in mourning.for the mimic.the lost sense of originality
The first three days are over, and it was completely enjoyable.
Especially yesterday when the cousins gathered to mahjong and daidi the afternoon away.with frequent nourishment stops of course.
Not many arkward questions this year,although one of the very distant relatives asked if i was married.even though i was wearing a denim mini and a shirt O.O
do i really look that old???
back to stretching on saturday
and balleting on sunday
funness
i uber miss all the dance people. miss their crazy antics and nonstop laughter.and my eyecandyyyyyy.hahaha
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but something else happened.
Just one little statement can make an entire situation turn for the worse,sour friendships or ruin someone’s day.I’ve seen it happen just recently,and all because we sometimes do not think before we speak.
I honestly don’t believe being unkind or malicious is intrinsic to the human nature.If anything, it’s probably the other way round.So why do some people do things which they know will affect others negatively? Do they simply not care? Or is it possible that they are actually blind to the effects of their actions?
oh well. you can’t change the world, but you can change yourself.
just a little note.eyecandy is NOT the same as crush. you can have multiple eyecandies, but only one crush.eyecandy is just cute,goodlooking,buff,adorable.etc.crush is more. kapish?
and all the weirdos.whatever
EDIT:TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO SPOKE TO ME ON MSN AND WERE IGNORED.I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE. MY COMPUTER IS ACTING RETARDED AGAIN.
I Absolutely Adore Chinese New Year!!!
It is just sooo much fun!!!
The day started off really late, in fact, the latest we’ve ever started day 1.Basically we all forgot to set our alarm clocks,and ended up waking up at 9. not exactly following our usual routine of greeting the dawn, but oh well. So there was a mad rush for the bathrooms,then off the popo’s house where we had lunch, then spent an hour dallying over desert and discussing all sorts of nonsense things. we finally got stuck on the topic of who won the zodiac race(everyone had a different answer).We had just decided on agreeing to disagree when my little cousin abel,age seven,told us the rat won,before proceeding to tell us the rest of the order.turns out he watched disney channel and found out.we have therefore decided to switch the television set to disney channel next year during reunion.
After a few more random stops, we reached granny’s(mama) hse.Found this totally yummy seaweed snack there which i’ve made a mental note to order next year.Caught up with more cousins and then played with the little kids.turns out alvin(cousin) took a salsa course! so he was trying to teach chris(sister) to salsa!well. very basically of course. and get this. SHE ACTUALLY AGREED TO LEARN. okay. no more excuses. she’s gonna learn with me next!! wahaha
My little cousin is beyond cuteness.
An older cousin picked him up and started playing with him and saying things like. "I’m going to kidnap you and take you to the market to sell you" and stuff like that.
The little cousin,age 5, replied"i’ll take you to a cab!!!i’ll take you to take taxi!!"
completely and totally irrelevant but ohsocute!!
haha. okay. i’m done gushing now.It was in essence, illegally fun.2 more days to go!
I have come to realize that being 95% I.T illiterate can be extremely annoying in situations where your computer decides to be uncooperative and defiant just in time for pretty cny photo posts.
My particular Central Processing Unit has chosen to follow in the footsteps of mj and licia’s units,aka,it crashed.
Oh woe is me. so now i’m stuck without any access to my beloved internet because the laptop’s keypad is acting up, .ROAR.
Anyway, timmychimmichanga sent me this really amusing/lame ecard of a cny song.It made me laugh, which helped distract me from my computerwithdrawal symptoms. so thanks timmychimmychanga!:)
EDIT:ROARRRRR. some weird aunt just told me i’m a really bad influence on my sister because i make her too serious,and i didn’t get a father barre award etc.etc.etc(eck.it’s like sec school all over again)..yeah sure. whatever. you see us once a year.but it’s still not helping my mood.ROARRRRR
The house is starting to look all festive and just a little bit tackily red.but it’s still pretty=)
Next is the reunion dinner/dinners,followed by the traditional visiting of elders,little known relatives,friends etc.I actually quite enjoy this section of the celebrations despite the numerous nosy questioning sessions and trying to recall every last obscure relation’s name.I think it’s fun to have just a few days to catch up with all the people you see once or twice a year.and the endless mahjonging sessions(i actually know how to play this year!!)
and…
of course.of course.of course
THE FOOD
*gluttony laughter*.oooo.tempting delicacies all day long everyday.
i can just see the pearly gates looming in front of me.
=)))
(if someone you don’t recognize comes up to you after the cny break and says hi, it’s probably me. that’s what extreme weight gain from excessive overeating can do to you)
Relatively fruitful CNY shopping today
-White sweatshirt
-"All The Good Ones Are Gay" Tee
-Denim skirt
-White heels
-Brown slacks
almost done now=)
i only have to get that pretty pink and black bag from outside cine.Pity the store was closed earlier when we visited them,but there’s always tomorrow=)
Had turns after shopping with that-cute-teacher again.Haha. she actually reminds me of another instructor of mine,abeit Much happier.Must be the analogies.
gonna take stretch with joycelyn and probably alison’s hip-hop.funness
Sitting here nursing a pint of strawberry ice-cream with my favourite song blasting out the speakers whilst mentally piecing together all the new outfits for the respective days.Sometimes you just gotta love life=)
and the calories just keep piling up,up,up and away!!!=)
EDIT:the clock just struck midnight, so Happy Valenties Day to One and All!!!
ihavetoblogihavetoblogihavetoblog.
OMG
i am so in shock right now.
everyone knows EYECANDY is not allowed to do that!!
=(=(=(=(=(
it’s SO unfair!!!
ARGHH!!!!
okay.denial time.
hahaha. and don’t ask. i’m sworn to secrecy.
otherwise.
Had a fun day out with ALISON(who i just found out reads my blog.but never comments.haha) Have you realized that really funny people never actually know their funny?strange right?
highly unfruitful shopping day, but she got a bag she fancied,and i saw a bag i liked which i may go back for.hahaha.it’s pretty pink and black.the pink is good for CNY.
After that cabbed down to studio, and watched some rehersal .then had to rush off.i like the freestyle popping/waving/hitting whatever.hahaha.nicenice
CD’S i want to get
JESSE MCARTNEY
JOJO
PCD
FERGIE
RAIN
i still can’t believe it. i need ice-cream.i’m going to eat ice-cream now =)
